blebs99 wrote:I too, am sorry. I had to do that to my cat of 13 years that I had since he was a new born. I feel like I betrayed my best friend.
Ever since I've owned my first dog and had to put it down, I've felt like the betrayer.
The guilt was (and still is) overwhelming. I keep thinking that I could have done more. I could have been a better owner. I could have made his/her life better by doing this or that. I know that when I get that puppy, I will outlive it. Still I do... knowing there will be all that pain when the end comes near.
However... I'd rather go through the pain over and over than miss one single day without them around.
I have had two dogs for years. One died very suddenly on a Saturday morning. The remaining dog was (until it's death) checking rooms and behind chairs to see if she was hiding from him. That went on for years. I felt terrible. I would rather have my pooch die before me than have the little guy checking around my desk and in the garage to see if I'm working in one of the rooms.
Pets are so cool. I can't imagine living a day without one.
Again... my heart felt condolences for your loss.