Need Prayers, or whatever you do in your religion

wee96 · Post by **wee96** » Tue Dec 21, 2004 9:26 pm

Ive battled with some horrible demons in my life, and a couple of them are starting to surface again. Becomes to the point where I scare my wife (its scared my parents for decades now) and just tonight I felt a terribly surge of it hit me. Kinda numb at this point, the story to this whole life long demon ive had is way too long to post in this thread at least. Just asking for any positive thoughts, words since positive energy is always a good thing coming from good friends from SG. Thanks.

Ghosthunter · Post by **Ghosthunter** » Tue Dec 21, 2004 9:28 pm

i am really sorry to hear...I have demons as well...dont know your story..but it doesnt matter...those demons are the worst.

I will say a prayer..hang in there

iaus10 · Post by **iaus10** » Tue Dec 21, 2004 9:31 pm

[size=-1]Advanced delusionary schizophrenia with involuntary narcissistic rage?
-Me Myself and Irene

JK man. Keep yer cool, go workout crazy hard and get some sleep.
Talk it through if ya need to

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MadDoctor · Post by **MadDoctor** » Tue Dec 21, 2004 9:31 pm

Ghosthunter wrote:i am really sorry to hear...I have demons as well...dont know your story..but it doesnt matter...those demons are the worst.

I will say a prayer..hang in there

What he said.

EvilAngel · Post by **EvilAngel** » Tue Dec 21, 2004 9:31 pm

Hey bro, homosexuality doesn't nessassarily have to have negative canotations to it.....lol

I feel you bro. Lately I have been dealing with a whirlwind of "dreamons" from the past. I don't think they'll ever go away. I beleieve I/you just need to find a method of dealing with it that works.

At any rate, I have gods email addy, i'll give you a shot out dawg...

MadDoctor · Post by **MadDoctor** » Tue Dec 21, 2004 9:32 pm

EvilAngel wrote:I beleieve I/you just need to find a method of dealing with it that works.

That's what I wanted to say. Thanks EA.

mountainman · Post by **mountainman** » Tue Dec 21, 2004 9:33 pm

Will pray for you. When the demons come back, just think of your kids. They'll keep ya straight.

EvilAngel · Post by **EvilAngel** » Tue Dec 21, 2004 9:34 pm

MadDoctor wrote:That's what I wanted to say. Thanks EA.

I ROCK!

wee96 · Post by **wee96** » Tue Dec 21, 2004 9:40 pm

[quote="mountainman"]Will pray for you. When the demons come back, just think of your kids. They'll keep ya straight.

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Kids are the only thing keepin me from goin off the deep end thats for sure..

mountainman · Post by **mountainman** » Tue Dec 21, 2004 9:47 pm

After seeing your kids and wife, you have some strong reasons to keep on the good.

Some cuties for sure!!

nepenthe · Post by **nepenthe** » Tue Dec 21, 2004 9:48 pm

Find the part of you which keeps those demons at bay. The Angry Man is a monster. THINK.... You are smarter than the Angry Man. Nothing done by your family should be so base that your intelligent side cannot squelch it. Again.... THINK before you react.

david

minir · Post by **minir** » Tue Dec 21, 2004 10:37 pm

Hi wee

Your in my Prayers wee. Christmas can bring with it a lot of hidden pressures.

Try to slow things down as much as you can and focus on those things in life that bring you joy.

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Good Luck

minir

wee96 · Post by **wee96** » Tue Dec 21, 2004 10:43 pm

Ive calmed down somewhat, enought to type normally. Thanks for the kind words, it will pass, its been my whole life. Bursts of insane rage ( although this rage has a flaw, children. I cannot and will not EVER harm a child, no matter how angry I wasm. Either that or dog or cat, you cant force me to do that). I think this nights sleep will help, again thanks for the support, great to have good friends from around the world

MadDoctor · Post by **MadDoctor** » Tue Dec 21, 2004 11:06 pm

wee96 wrote:Ive calmed down somewhat, enought to type normally. Thanks for the kind words, it will pass, its been my whole life. Bursts of insane rage ( although this rage has a flaw, children. I cannot and will not EVER harm a child, no matter how angry I wasm. Either that or dog or cat, you cant force me to do that). I think this nights sleep will help, again thanks for the support, great to have good friends from around the world

Wait until you get my bill

downhill · Post by **downhill** » Tue Dec 21, 2004 11:12 pm

nepenthe wrote:Find the part of you which keeps those demons at bay. The Angry Man is a monster. THINK.... You are smarter than the Angry Man. Nothing done by your family should be so base that your intelligent side cannot squelch it. Again.... THINK before you react.

david

Great advice..

Wee..

If I may add...there are things that pull you from your routines.....when that happens, it's still one thing at a time..

Don't loose that focus.

AceFireball · Post by **AceFireball** » Tue Dec 21, 2004 11:39 pm

I have problems with that too, working out helps me but its not always an option. So I just shut down my brain and dont do anything at all, just sit and eventually it goes away. Weird I guess, but hell it works!

Good luck on keepin it under control bro, best wishes!

-Alec

JawZ · Post by **JawZ** » Wed Dec 22, 2004 12:24 am

I usually just go with it....but I have learned that I need to keep it channeled in creative ways...like writing a really angry tune on my guitar. IMHO, the worst thing you can do is keep it pent up inside of you because anger is cumulative. When something little bothers me, I say something about it....because if I keep it locked up in my head, it builds and feeds into other little things...and that is when you usually find yourself saying or doing something really bad. What it all boils down to is communication and perspective. You've got to talk about the good along with the bad. If your life partner is really your friend, you can talk to them about what is bugging you and they should accept it....but it's a two way road dude. If something is eating at your partner, encourage them to do the same. Now about perspective....if you talk about the little things as they happen...they will remain little things. If you don't, that is when the little things add up to become one big ball of crap.

So I say...let it out man! We all have good time and bad times, success and failure, happiness and sadness...and NONE of it lasts forever. The sun don't shine on the same dogs ass everyday. You've got to roll with it baby!!!! YEAH!!!!

HowlingPhoenix · Post by **HowlingPhoenix** » Wed Dec 22, 2004 1:43 am

I myself have problems with anger, I wish you the best of luck in overcoming your demons.

Lefty · Post by **Lefty** » Wed Dec 22, 2004 5:39 am

Good luck Wee. The first step is to look for help and talk about it. You are on the right path. I will keep you in my prayers.

Spammy · Post by **Spammy** » Wed Dec 22, 2004 12:03 pm

Wee,
When satan is knocking at your door. Tell jesus to answer it for you.

I will pray for you buddy. I have thos same demons and im not hear to preach to you. But since i have given my life to god i just feel this relief this unbelivevable relief.

Its weird but its true.
Sorry wee i hope our prayers work.